Hey it's ya girl Letti. Apparently people still look up my website even if I don't post on it or share it anywhere, so I feel like I should write something on here. I feel like posting normal blogs betrays the way I actually feel about how life is going. I still feel weird, like … Continue reading Repression
I don't know why I'm writing this because I don't really have anything to say. I feel like I should use my own website more, but since I'm not sharing the posts anymore (it's not like I can tell my entire social media network I just tried to kill myself), I don't expect anyone to … Continue reading I don’t know what I’m doing
I know where my kidneys and my liver are because I can feel them stinging. I had bloods taken for a liver function panel recently but I don't know the results yet. I was poked so much when I was in the hospital that I was able to sit up when getting blood drawn and … Continue reading Pain
Here are various images from my time so far in Jurassic World: Evolution. It's pretty much a modern version of Jurassic Park: Operation Genesis, one of my favourite games. Chunky was a Chungkingosaurus who got very upset when his companion died of old age. He broke out of the main herbivore enclosure on Isla Muerta and murdered … Continue reading The ballad of Chunky
A couple of details are wrong but they always are in these things.
I said at the end of my last post that the reasons I gave for not killing myself were bollocks. Aside from the not having an accessible method that won't end terribly part. That was true, I did something I had access to doing and it did, in fact, end terribly. There is very frank talk … Continue reading You do not want to overdose.
It's just been Christmas and that kind of ruins everything. It's not fair on my husband, who just married me after 8 entire years of keeping me alive. My dog won't understand why I didn't wake up/ vanished. Will might not know how to take care of Joop properly. Will won't understand that I can … Continue reading Reasons not to kill myself this week
Onabotulinum toxin A has once again come through for me. I finally had my second dose of migraine injections. The waiting period was still a couple of hours, but I was taken into a ward bay straight away and I came prepared this time, I didn't have too bad of a headache so I got … Continue reading The miracle of nerve toxins
I recently went Christmas shopping with Jodi, mainly with the purpose of getting Freya a bed and activating my new contactless card, as I buy pretty much everything I need in life from Amazon. But it's difficult to gauge a good dog bed online, Freya needed a new living room one because her previous one … Continue reading Christmas shopping
Yo guys I had a birthday again, and I'm 29! It's also been a year since I went on a surprise trip to the zoo and Will proposed to me! Of course we got married recently so that's kind of a bigger deal. On my birthday itself, we had nachos (best food) while Jodi came … Continue reading Birthday roundup ’18