I've been meaning to write this post since October, but as usual, life got in the way. To cut to the chase, I want to tell you about something alarmingly simple called Plum. Now, it's not a secret that my financial situation is not amazing. I live on Disability Living Allowance, and while my … Continue reading How an app helped to pay for my wedding
I finally got Snapchat recently. Way behind everyone else of course. I decided it might be a good place to put lots of spontaneous travel photos without clogging up the internet. I mainly end up putting whimsical stuff like this on it. Here are some pictures of recent food. Perhaps the biggest news of … Continue reading Recent roundup
I thought I was getting better but I'm not. I knew I'd take a dip again before and during March but I'm feeling really bad right now. I'm considering suicide again. I'm not overdosing for anybody. I went through hell in that hospital and if anybody wants me to experience that again they can just … Continue reading I’m losing myself
So it turns out I can't actually go very long without getting bitten by the bug of floorplanning again. I was recently shown a really nice house for rent on Rightmove, and I thought it was so nice that I was inspired to, once again, do my own adaptation of it. This is definitely … Continue reading Houses are therapy
Hey it's ya girl Letti. Apparently people still look up my website even if I don't post on it or share it anywhere, so I feel like I should write something on here. I feel like posting normal blogs betrays the way I actually feel about how life is going. I still feel weird, like … Continue reading Repression
I don't know why I'm writing this because I don't really have anything to say. I feel like I should use my own website more, but since I'm not sharing the posts anymore (it's not like I can tell my entire social media network I just tried to kill myself), I don't expect anyone to … Continue reading I don’t know what I’m doing
I know where my kidneys and my liver are because I can feel them stinging. I had bloods taken for a liver function panel recently but I don't know the results yet. I was poked so much when I was in the hospital that I was able to sit up when getting blood drawn and … Continue reading Pain
Here are various images from my time so far in Jurassic World: Evolution. It's pretty much a modern version of Jurassic Park: Operation Genesis, one of my favourite games. Chunky was a Chungkingosaurus who got very upset when his companion died of old age. He broke out of the main herbivore enclosure on Isla Muerta and murdered … Continue reading The ballad of Chunky
A couple of details are wrong but they always are in these things.
I said at the end of my last post that the reasons I gave for not killing myself were bollocks. Aside from the not having an accessible method that won't end terribly part. That was true, I did something I had access to doing and it did, in fact, end terribly. There is very frank talk … Continue reading You do not want to overdose.